Playing with the Ghosts

What a very special week it has been, playing in the glorious Wilton’s Music Hall, our composer Zoe Rahman’s music tip toeing up the stone walls, echoing the space with ragtime and blues. It’s a joy to get my fingers around her music each night and deepening my practice, expanding my improvisation skills and create with a bunch of very playful actors. The feedback so far has been so very positive and our London audiences lit up our nights. Highlights include the evening when they all started clapping along to one of the original music hall songs in our piece. Who is to say that we didn’t all time travel back to its original glory days when those walls shook with song, hundred of late 19th century Londoners crammed into the space hot with music and laughter? As I warmed up in the empty space each night before the show, filled with an expectant silence, and the muffled chatter of that evening’s audience beyond the door I felt great gratitude to have tip toed through a small moment of this place’s history. Thank you to all the vaudevillians who came before. You’ve left your mark in the haunting beauty of this special space.

And now….we hit the road….!

By the piano. For real this time.

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For the past two years I have been living inside a piano. My imagined pianist protagonist of my latest novel released this summer, taught me many things about what it might be like to summon the stamina to be a musician at the height of her fame. Meanwhile, back on earth, I performed the day to day art of real life, that precarious shimmy between dance class runs, cheering small children from the sidelines, arguing over the lure of tech, tv, sugar and all the other flecks of family life.

I am inherently nosey, but adore hours alone (thinking, digging, cycling), which means I’m rather excitable around people. This was the case one sunny Saturday, when another mother and I were waiting for our budding tap dancers to finish their class. I bombarded her with questions and to my delight she answered, with ease - something I cannot say for every interaction in London. When she explained she was a jazz pianist, I was a flutter, gushed that I’d studied all things piano for the past few years, and that I often ended up playing the instrument for acting roles. That was that. I fan girled off in one direction, youngest child in hand - jazz is physics in all its startling beauty and truth and I was geeking hard.

Cut to five months later, when said pianist approaches me and asks whether I’d be interested in being introduced to a director who was searching for a pianist who could act for his upcoming show. The company was Told By An Idiot she explained. My eyes lit up. It’s about Charlie Chaplin, she added. My belly was summersaults.

A few days later I played for her and the director, just after brief research revealed she was a mercury award winning jazz pianist and composer. I had suspected she was incredibly talented because those with real skill never feel the need to convince you how good they are. When she’d told me she was a pianist, it was with unassuming breeze. I know her as lovely Zoe who is great to chat with. The world knows her as Zoe Rahman, a world renowned virtuoso.

Turns out it’s harder to play than write about it. And requires double the amount of practice. The auction went well though, because I got the job. I’ve spent three weeks in a huge rehearsal room near the south bank, playing on our stunning set, with astonishingly talented actors who make acrobatics and dramatics seem like a stroll. We are crafting a gorgeous show: The Strange Tale of Charlie Chaplin and Stan Laurel with a fiercely creative team headed by our fantastic director, Paul Hunter.

Rehearsal snap: Jerone Marsh, Amalia Vitale and Nick Haverson and I

Rehearsal snap: Jerone Marsh, Amalia Vitale and Nick Haverson and I

I am being mentored and directed by an incredible jazz master. I’m learning to practice. Hard. I’ve been guided through improvisation. I’ve been taught music through printed sheets and also by Zoe demonstrating and learning by eye. It’s a crash course. A delightful echo after years of living inside this instrument. We have just over a couple of weeks until we open in Plymouth ahead of our London shows and subsequent UK tour in the new year.

Art / life and all those beautiful cliches….

Countdown to UK publication day....!

Filled with sumptuous descriptions of the music and food of Sardinia, Alexander’s pleasurable tale will appeal to fans of Louis de Bernieres’s Corelli’s Mandolin.
— Publisher's Weekly

I’m ensconced in our upstate New York hideaway, reconnecting with my husband’s family. Days are sunny, long and lazy. But I’m a-fizz. That’s because there’s little over two weeks before the protagonist I’ve loved writing about this past year is let loose. Her name is Alba Fresu and she is a fierce pianist living her story in 1970s Rome, a city she has fled to in defiance of her father’s wishes after learning the piano in secret. Her story is passionate and complicated and I loved every second of writing about her. Here’s the trailer for the story that has resonated in my (Sardinian) soul and which I’m thrilled to share. The Last Concerto is out August 22nd in the UK and I hope that the story and its characters seduces readers as much as it has me.

OPENING WEEK….Listen to this clitoris…..!

The Guardian 4* Review

The Guardian 4* Review

Our run has blasted on to Ovalhouse’s South London stage with passion, honesty and fun filled audiences who have shared with us as much as we with them. I’ve been forced to perfect the great art of laying low, my day times are pretty much horizontal in prep for our performance.

We’ve had wonderful feedback so far (4* The Guardian!) and it’s been incredibly special to be able to talk with our audiences afterwards during our second half, becoming active listeners, no longer performers.

It is not always the case that actors are invited to participate and collaborate in projects that are entirely in line with issues that are so meaningful for them. This project is one such for me. It has stimulated very interesting, free and curious conversations with all my family, it’s broken down a lot of stigma and silence cloying on to our ideas of female sexuality, shame free sensuality and the importance of living a life led by joy and passion rather than fear and a craving for external approval.

If the adrenaline of performing the fiercest, most hilarious and physical role I’ve had to date (Clitoris / Appetite) wasn’t enough, I’ve also just received a nomination for an Offie, from OffWestEnd.com for Best Female In A Supporting Role in a Play for this show. I’ve never been nominated for an award to date - unless you count Most Likely To Play Parts Audible Only To Dogs (Drama School) or Least Likely To Work in Radio (High School). It is a delicious feeling. And it wouldn’t be happening if the All About You team, writer/actor Bella Heesom and Dramaturg/Director Donnacadh O’Briain hadn’t taken a punt on this five foot something Sardinian-Brit three years ago when I was in their first show as an anarchic piano playing assistant.

Week two has now begun in earnest. Only a few days remain of this bonkers, bold and beautiful play. Catch it while you can here! x

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Bella Heesom and I - so ace feeling a complicit trust in your fellow actor who has crafted such a gorgeous, timely and important piece.

Bella Heesom and I - so ace feeling a complicit trust in your fellow actor who has crafted such a gorgeous, timely and important piece.

Back in The Room

A clitoris steps on to a mat……

A clitoris steps on to a mat……

A little behind the scenes shot of our trailer shoot……

A little behind the scenes shot of our trailer shoot……

A rehearsal room somewhere in sunny South London. Light (and draught) floats in through the huge glass skylight above. Bella Heesom, Donnacadh O’Briain and I glance over the muscular writing she has been working on since we last played together in February for her play, Rejoicing at her Wondrous Vulva the Young Woman Applauded Herself which we will be performing next month at Ovalhouse, London.

This time the room is full of an entire team of creatives thanks to Arts Council funding. Surrounding us are chairs filled with fabulous women (beside our two male colleagues) who will be sailing this ship toward new, unchartered and eagerly anticipated waters.

After our initial stagger through (me feeling like I’m jumping off a cliff without a rope or bungee or net) I feel my body alight with curiosity and energy. The piece is brutally honest, bonkers and truly the most moving piece I’ve ever worked on in theatre. Female sexuality remains a taboo. Plays like this, devoted to its exploration, are needed more than ever.

Our next few weeks is all about our female gaze, answering questions without hurry, staying open, experimental and enjoying the lush feeling of working with colleagues who are friends and who you trust implicitly.

Time for Magick……!

x

Developing…

Brain & Clitoris in mirror before a scratch night….

Brain & Clitoris in mirror before a scratch night….

My third novel is currently keeping the desks of my publishers warm, so in the meantime I’m relishing a little time to stop and smell the flowers (in december?!), catch up with friends, indulge in as many exhibitions and shows as I can.

In the New Year, I will attend to those red marks from the editors, after which, I will roll up my sleeves for a period of research and development with the wonderful duo that is actress-writer Bella Heesom and award winning director Donnacadh O’Briain as we revisit Rejoicing At Her Wondrous Vulva The Young Woman Applauded Herself with a full production scheduled for May at The Ovalhouse.

Playing a clitoris to Bella’s brain is a personal revolution and the most delicious role I’ve inhabited to date.